Saturday, April 03, 2010
4:16 PM
I am SO frustrated with ma life.
ARGHHHH~
 I NEED A PLATFORM TO VENT MY ANGER.SO HERE IT IS!A semi-angst HALF-SHOT by me!YULTI PAIRING.She is a player. No, correction. She WAS a player.Nothing mattered to her back then, from the countless number of hearts she have broken,to the number of ex-es that have almost given up their lives for her.
Holding an alcohol bottle with one hand,Yuri gritted her teeth as she punched her other fist onto the nearby wall for the nth time." AIIIIISHHHH!!!"Her knuckles were aching, bruises were starting to form around the area of contact,but her heart was hurting even more.Memories were starting to recollect.Ever since that very girl appeared, her life had never been the same.SHE was a better player.It was also her that ruined everything that Yuri once believed in.Before Tiffany appeared, Yuri always wondered why all the lyrics in love songs were so exaggerated: Those mushy and overemotional lyrics were pure rubbish in her eyes. About the love forever and forever love? Well,that's just plain exaggeration.
She,too,thought that romance novels were silly: Why would anyone cry for a person that broke their heart so badly?How could they wait for their lover for years or even weeks? That's just plain stupidity.
Right now, Yuri felt her heart still aching as badly as it was 2weeks ago when Tiffany left.She clutched onto her chest, allowing her tears to flow freely in the darkness.She, was still feeling the heartache.
The thought of having the love that was once so blissful never going to be refreshed again made her mind scream. Yuri tried to erase Tiffany off her mind by moving onto a new target - Jessica to be specific - like she always does.However, this time round, the pain decided to stay.Is this my retribution?***Morning came and Yuri found herself lying on the floor near the wall where she vented her frustrations on.Trying to get up,she felt a throbbing pain in her head.Fuck, it must have been due to the excessive crying last night.She found her way up and made her way to the kitchen.Popping two painkillers in, she looked at the wall clock to check the time.Sica should be up any moment, she thought.Just then, her handphone sounded.Yuri walked to where her handphone was placed."Hello?"" Kwon Seobang~ Good morning! I missed you so so SO much!" Jessica beamed over the phone." I miss you too""So what are we going today? I can't wait to see you later!"She's too innocent. I can't hurt her.She deserves better." We'll see later okay? I gotta go change.""Okays,Yul,cya!"After putting down the phone,Yuri dialled Tiffany's number.As usual, it's been diverted to her voicemail.Yuri then inhaled a deep breath and started talking."Tiffany, you changed me.I know you're avoiding me.I just want you to know,thatyou made me feel how it was like to love someone.You made me feel how a heartbreak was like.I know you've found out about Sica and I.I see myself in Sica.So I'm not going to let myself hurt her, just like how you hurt me.I'm going to love her, just the way i hoped for you to do so to me as well.Goodbye, fany-ah. "END.i feel much better! yayness!PS: YAY MM4 IS COMING OUT! WOoHOo!!!PPS: I'm sorry Tiffy if you feel wierd reading my fic with your name! LOL.
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