Just A Girl Next Door
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Friday, February 29, 2008 life still goes on , why hold on to the past whereby everyone's movin' on? my CG's out : 01S08 - hope my classmates are good! D:D:   AFTER SCHOOL : met blurking! @ bugis. ahhhhh~ he gave mii a pressie he bought from hk! :D that winnie the pooh's uber cute luhh! xD & he treated mii milkshake too! ZOMG.   ever wondered why? Thursday, February 28, 2008 introducing to you ... THE POK-FAMILY! :D ( i came up with that thanks to the insipration given by zai hao xD) # each individual's name is given by using their surname or modified cheena name # the name must be as ugly as possible. zh : zai3-pok shimin (owl): mee3-pok amanda (tigger) : na4-pok adrian : hong1-pok shaun : yue4-pok chermaine : xue3-pok zi feng : feng1-pok yi ying : ying3-pok ME : cai4-pok HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIGGER ( NA-POK! ) =D we ( sm ; mii ; zf ; adrian ;shaun) gave her a self-blown cushion + hp keychain + stuff toy + a prettay card ((: forced her to blow the cushion on the spot too :P     DURING BREAK : (me + mee-pok + na-pok + feng-pok) decided to pon econs (bridging) -hah! :D proceeded to AMK hub fer lunch @ ichiban! (:           @ ICHIBAN :    AFTER SCHOOL :  hong-pok! treated mii & mee-pok! to ice cream! :DDDDDD ever wondered why? Wednesday, February 27, 2008 TEARS-FREE : DAY TWOOO~ Absence makes the heart grow fonder. INDEED. There's only GP & cheena lectures todayy - uber boring it is,hah! >< Tigger,小妹, Zi Feng studied during the breaks! ( ARGH~ ain't wanna study so i stoned with Adrian & Shaun instead =X ) my lecture table kept going WOOSH! during cheena todayy -.- ( Chermaine & Zi Feng were laughin' their ass off luhh!) O_o pon-ed GP (bridging) to meet up with ROLLS ( new name fer 大碗 ! ) @ bugis. she pon-ed her NY talks too,hah! promised not to mention anything bout' TP,NY or SR but ended up talking bout' em' the very next second after we promised not to mention these names. =/ Ol' wells, one day , just one day... we'll be able to face everyone in TP to say our lives rock more than anyone else! *hrumph!* still living in self-denial. TO MURTAZA : heyy guy , thanks for the complement ya gave just now. ya made mii realised that i want my old me back badly! (and also miss being the class-rep chasing yer all fer money!XOXO!) what ya said really improved my mood,hah! i'll try to stay the same in SR. all the best in TP , guy (: PS: i hope my CG'll be good D:D: ever wondered why? Tuesday, February 26, 2008 TEARS-FREE : DAY 1 To my surprise , i didn't drop a tear todayy - i guessed i've used em' all up :( spent practically all my lectures in the hall - for God's sake! They should provide tables ! it was effing hard to write w/o a proper table =/ oh yes...and ii went rather emotional during the later part of the day. THANKS for showing mii how much ya all enjoyed being in the same JC together w/o mii -hah!- a tingle of jealously + hatred do i feel . =X Though , it just goes to show that my actions & self mutilation were not plain stupid , but SIMPLY RETARDED.  watched [L] with Tiff after school (: - sth worth mentioning,hah! plus! i finally met CF! heh! :D PEOPLE I MET @ PLAZA SING : - jason ever wondered why? Monday, February 25, 2008 I stared at my lecture notes , took up my pen , wrote my name & started to miss THEM again - Jesus! so much for trying to forget em' all. lectures finally started - YAWNS - and ii roughly met my lecturers. (ZOMG. the tchers are uber terrifying! ) x( had 3 and a half hour of break ( i awfully needed sth to do x-cept revision!XOXO! ) so~ Tigger,小妹 ( though you're older =P) , Adrian & ii cam-whored for a lil while. ( O'l wells , i needed a break from missing TP too D: ) ever wondered why? Sunday, February 24, 2008  my uterus lining started to disintegrate ytd - maybe that explains my serious mode of depression?hah! REFLECTION : i took one year to accept thaa fact i was in GESS. how long would it take fer moi to accept the fact that I'm was posted to SR? =/ if i were in a more prestigious college , would i BE like thaa way i am now? (well, maybe?or maybe not.) What do i miss in TP ,that i can't find in SR , that led mii to cry so much ? - TP's newer , the gates are bigger & they have different offers @ the cafe everyday? ( Does that really matter ? that i'm in a lil more rundown school?Does it help mii in my A's?) -Tchers (hah! ain't think i'm gonna miss any of em' xcept fer , maybe , Ms Nora? ) - FRIENDS. (yes, pretty much so. Woman! , Diny! , lynlyn! , 小 wan! ) so the theory goes back to missing my friends in TP. what are they doing now? - MOVING ON! hello?! they're not even answering the smses/hollars , for christ sake! what am i doing now? - STUCK @ THE STARTING POINT. Jesus! i'm such an idiot. IN SUMMARY : i've gotta stop missing em' so much till i cry every night since 190108, carry on with my life , and work hard for my A's. To stay in a college for friends is silly - by Amelia, Diny & Lynn (190108.) friends come and go after all...right? >< ever wondered why? Saturday, February 23, 2008  i'm still pretending i am O-K . ever wondered why? Friday, February 22, 2008  coupled dance with an unknown guy that palm sweats ( jesus! ) CCA recruitment - podium ? photography ? band? touch rub? maybe . my hp died on mii ( it burnt! XOXO! ) too - effing day it is - and it's now in the midst of being repaired . i may not be able to receive all the sms/hollars due to the malfunction of my temp. hp which blacks out whenever it likes. so if ya ain't receive any replies or hollars can't get through , thousand apologies D: PS: even my hp's fuckin' mii up. ever wondered why? Thursday, February 21, 2008 talks, talks AND MORE TALKS todayy - Jesus! ya bet i was on the verge of havin' an outburst of serious boredom D:D: 大 wan ( she evolved!XOXO! ) & ii met up [ we pon-ed ] ( we cried - as in LITERALLY cry- our lungs out on the phone to each other last night ) hooked up @ SR , decided that TP shall be our next destination, took 81 , met Ms Chin , chatted , tried avoiding every souls i spotted of my recognition cos' i was too embarrassed to face anyone, ended up being spotted by lynlyn & the rest ( they were havin' hell loadd of fun!) , saw Ms Nora ( i couldn't face her) @ GO while i was checking for appeal, wanted to hunt Ms Yeo down ( but i didn't dare to). Endless complains @ KFC + aimless walks around the vicinity. continued to emo in the MRT on our way home - christ! T,M & TP peeps all around! x((  i'm cravin' for a penknife ( yes , again .) ever wondered why? Wednesday, February 20, 2008 I can’ t stand the pain and I can’ t make it go away. How could this happen to me? I’ve got no where to run I wanna start this over again. To that someone watching mii above : if you really exist, please answer my prayers! i'm SOOOO desperate. and please find mii a reason to stop crying. i've been wasting at least 1 litre of my tears every hour since ytd. ever wondered why? Tuesday, February 19, 2008  ever wondered why? Saturday, February 16, 2008 Hey, you know what paradise is? It's a lie. A fantasy we created about people and places as we like them to be.  watched E05S06 this morn & i kinda missed "Sharmen" again (They were good together,jesus! D:D: ) ever wondered why? Friday, February 15, 2008 MAHJONG IS L-O-V-E! :))))))
woman! , ws! , lynlyn! & ii have agreed to meet up one day just to do that AHEM exercise =P
jesus! daaa tcher's smart! ever wondered why? Thursday, February 14, 2008 HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY DUDES! :D GRATITUDES: [edited] Woman! - thanks for the v.day gift + note yeah? hahas. the note was INDEED heartfelt ( I've decided to laminate it.LOL!) ^-^ i'm soooo gonna miss ya if we ended up in diff JC after PAE (T_T) LOVE YA,my dear!=) 小WAN! - Thanks for daaaa movie tix + letter + horoscope bottle. hahas. i'll TRY to keep the letter as long as i can ! heh heh~ XDXD Diny! - the card was nice (: eh~ hope ya liked mine too. LOL. though the picture wasn't really very nice =X lynlyn! - i'll wear the SPECIAL earrings ya bought fer moi! -.- Amelia ; Lynn - thanks for the m&m + fox sweets! ((: Hannah! - thanks for the flower!:DDDDD Cherylette - the choc was fab!=) [/edited] 08S01 :    LOOKING ELSEWHERE? =D  YAY!((:  I'M GONNA MISS US!D:  :)))))))))) ever wondered why?
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