Friday, June 27, 2008 A TRIP TO GEYLANG EAST LIBRARY w/ Girlfriend. we were trying to be substantial :OOOO MY FAV PIC : HAHA. reason? cos' my face can't be seen. ever wondered why? Thursday, June 26, 2008 EXAMS ARE FINALLY O'VR! - amen. i practically screwed up all my sybjects,hah! it's [WANTED] with Thad,val,siok,fi,ber,deirdre,angeline & shush after Bio :DDDDDDD Angelina Jolie's SOOOO HAWT in th show-damn-she died ): gonna watch it on sat again. HAHA. ever wondered why? Wednesday, June 25, 2008 ever wondered why? Friday, June 20, 2008 ever wondered why? Thursday, June 19, 2008 KOPED FROM SHUSH : @ yoshi after some xtra lessons. this pose was SUPPOSE to be anything but normal. wthwth. Apparently,Valerie (extreme left) didn't know the meaning :OOO LOL. KOPED FROM NALA WHO KOPED FROM DESIREE: i didnt know desiree took that photo (or was it Nala?) whatever it is. i feel fugly in that photo,jesus! it WAS suppose to be a DIVA pose. sadly, i didnt present th theme correctly. *sighs* ever wondered why? Wednesday, June 18, 2008 IMA STRAIGHT :) Bisexual or sexually fluid. Two different terms, same concept. Perhaps the only difference lies in the degree of our perception of being queer. Well, let's take it from a lesbian point of view. The term ‘Bisexual’ has a more serious and heavy connotation, often with obligatory roles attached to it. When a bisexual decides to turn straight, does that make her a betrayal? When a bisexual continues to sit on her little picket fence, does that make her an indecisive bitch? A bisexual does not exactly have the liberty to choose what she wants. She may be liberated from societal norms when she decides to fall for a girl, but right from the beginning, she is also condemned as someone who sits on the fence and does not know herself. She is someone who wants the best of both worlds. She is someone with an identity crisis. She is someone who can convert her sexuality easily, and therefore, she is the person to blame for when her relationship falls apart. Well, basically, she should not even be in the gay world. Control-z and she is back to square one. Period. Sadly, the situation in the other team is almost quite similar. The straight world condemns that poor girl too. "Can't she make up her fucking mind?" is one common comment hurled at her. Again, people see her as a potential cheater. Cheating on anyone with a girl is innate and easy. To top it all up, there are usually no strings attached (unless you end up in a twining cobweb of emotions). The straight people feel that she must belong somewhere. Perhaps to some, liking a girl is sinful. They began throwing religious and moral ideas in, hoping that they can talk some sense in her. Well, then again, anyone can say anything to her. It is her life after all and should not be manipulated by anyone in any sense. No one has the right to comment about her life. She lives for herself. While all these may be true, there are some things which are undeniable too. She is caught in a vacuum. She feels out of place. She belongs nowhere. She likes both but yet, it is only dilemma that she ends up with. She wants both, but she ends up with none. She loves her, but likes him too. Well she is like your living example of an oxymoron, caught in the biggest dilemma. But, what has she done wrong to deserve such condemnation? Perhaps, we should do a change in terms and save the poor girl. Let's just strip the ‘Bisexual’ label off her and call her sexually fluid. Doesn't that just made her ten times less guilty? Doesn't that just free her from the social stigma which most people have of a bisexual? Now, she seems to have more liberty and control over her life. It all boils down to the label. The perception is attached to the label people coin others. Hence, it begs the question, is bisexual merely just a pseudo-label, or is the term sexually fluid a quasi-bisexual? we are bounded by the endless list of labels we wished to be coined. interesting. ever wondered why? Tuesday, June 17, 2008 told Celine bout' that nightmare i have and this is how she replied. she's such a sweetlilthang :D ty,gurl (: 静's in S'pore & i'm unable t meet her tday :((( wthomg, I miss her!D: Lady , forgive me , will ya? ever wondered why? It's nightmare all o'vr again ): The JRAs had a week of camp instead of 3days. begged Ms. V & went back on the 5th. i smiled at everyone who walked past,receiving countless whispers behind my back. Ignoring, i proceeded to look for GROUP 4. it was lunchtime. One of the facil told me Group 4 was dead without JT & I. i laughed & took a seat beside Celine & Rae, i remembered. Wanting to interact with them once more, the nightmare began. Celine started criticising , along with Rae , Zach & Arfan , bout' me. i laughed it off at that moment ,though. So i accompanied Eunice to the ladies. She gave a disgusted look & poof. she ran away on her own. i had a serious time controlling the kids than usual,i thought. After a while , Sarhan came up to me and said this : WE DON'T LIKE AND NEED YOU ANYMORE. i ran out of the room in tears. boy , was i going insane. Then my alarm went off , and it's back to reality,hah! I THINK THAT I'M OVERLY STRESSED. =S ever wondered why? Monday, June 16, 2008 home,Changi, muggin',home,dine,slack :)))))))))) stepped out of my house @ 9.30AM (O.S: i thought i was the latest. ) APPARENTLY, i was the second to reach,hah,bernice was first!(: sat at BK the entire dayy. OMG. i got a feeling my butt has grown bigger :'(( *faints* BERNICE & I, B4 THE REST CAME : MARYSE NEEDED AN APPOINTMENT FROM IMH xDxD : I THINK VAN'S BRAIN BURNT OUT FROM MUGGING TOO MUCH.LOL : WE NEED A BREAK FROM MUGGIN'... MEANING:CAM-WHORE TIME!:D ever wondered why? WOKE UP WITH MY EYES FULL OF TEARS. GOD.i miss my 老婆! ))): i dreamt i lost her in th crowd I NEED A DAY TO SPEND WITH HER. ARGH. 静 was there in my dreams as well. she never failed t make me laugh with her jokes. but then she suddenly disappeared. along with 老婆 D: D: if reality permits me to... i would have stick to my faith and deviate from the social norm. those judgements , criticism & prejudices , hah!fuck em' all. hinted to dad this morn bout' my changes & i ended up becoming a effing monster in his eyes. AGAIN. maybe it's not time yet. lady, if i were to find that someone , it'll be none other than YOU ! trust me , okayy ? (: ---------------------------------END-------------------------------------- chatting with Andi online :D SHE'S SOOOO NICE xDDDD you get what i mean :)))))
ever wondered why? Saturday, June 14, 2008 found this pic-cha in my hp :D chatted with Andi online - so much in common (: ah yes,too bad th pic-chas we took on her cam were blurified. :(((( i'm dying to watch sex-and-the-city,peeps! D: what's with all the rated movies? (especially NC16 & M18) just un-rate em' all ,dude! ( not as if teens below these age will NOT find another source to catch the movie,duh!?) # A world that only WE can understand (: *winks* ever wondered why? Friday, June 13, 2008 woke up this morning feeling empty without th kids. received a sms from Eunice wishing me good morning & a hollar from Arfan asking me to play Audition,hah! chatted with Nala online till chem consultation. BOOBOO. Nala's nice :DDDDDDDD came home. slacked further. wishing stairs on Channel U l8r :)))) ever wondered why? Thursday, June 12, 2008 THE LAST DAY. friends & kids. i'm gonna miss em' hell loads )))): FROM RAE: SHANNON GAVE ME THESE: EUNICE GAVE ME THESE : TH LAST GAME : MORE EDITED PHOTOS BY THE KIDS : TH LAST LUNCH : REHEARSAL : TH ACTUAL THANG : LAST MEMORIES WITH THE FACILS : ever wondered why?
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