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Wednesday, March 31, 2010   Heather made my day by showing me JeTi stuff (: Sorry for prankin you,girl :P HAPPY APRIL FOOLS! Reading a super emo fanfic heartbreaker introduced... At least I can cry for another reason now.hah! I can't believe she pranked me too, GAHHHH! sucha heartbreaker indeed D: ever wondered why? Tuesday, March 30, 2010 RDR MV ( STORY VER.) IS OUT! I don't get why are people disappointed out there, like seriously.  Though there're not much difference, the scenes that were added in are (Y)! I like the way how Fany, Yuri and Yoong racky the place (: LET'S GO SOSHI LET'S GO! ever wondered why? Monday, March 29, 2010
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ever wondered why? Sunday, March 28, 2010 Lazy Sunday D: 80% done with my chapter one. hopefully i can post it tmr(: I AM HAVING SUNBURN! IRRITATING!  The most ironical part was that i was under the shade all the while -.- I hate getting tanned )): ever wondered why? Seriously Cherilyn y'can go bang your head. LOL. Too much to take. I'm betraying Fany AGAIN. Credits to you-know-who-huh. HAHAHAHA. I'm officially a gorjess spazzer . NICE.  ever wondered why? Friday, March 26, 2010  ROFL (:   ever wondered why? I’m disappointed that you tried to trick me. THIS IS SO FREAKY. I DID A PERSONALITY TEST AND CHECK OUT THE RESULTS! SO DARN TRUE! people if you wanna know more about me, here it is. LOL. You are: The Nurturer (ISFJ) In general, ISFJs are sympathetic, loyal, considerate, and conscientious. They will go to any amount of trouble, when it makes sense to them, to help those in need. ISFJs operate most comfortably in situations where the rules are well defined and where traditions are to be upheld. They focus on providing practical help and services for others, and for the organizations they serve. They are often self-effacing in getting the job done, and they are willing to make necessary sacrifices, especially for their families. They are at their best quietly providing assistance and making sure things are in proper order. ISFJs in Love For the ISFJ, love means security and commitment. Again, like other types, ISFJs tend to fall hard when they fall in love. ISFJs tend to stay in relationships that may not be in their best interests. Because ISFJs are responsible and dutiful, unless they are careful, their partners may take advantage of them. ISFJs are likely to stay in such relationships, because their values of commitment and stability are more important than their individual needs and wants. They may be taken for granted by the very people for whom they care and do so much. In love, ISFJs tend to be a perfect example of people who radiate warmth and good feeling. When the spouse or family of the ISFJ does not meet his or her expectations, the opposite facial expression or demeanor may occur. They are unlikely to talk with others about their disappointments. When ISFJs are scorned, they are likely to be disappointed, angry, and bitter. However, they keep their feelings inside and often focus on themselves. ISFJs at Work At work, ISFJs contribute loyal, sympathetic, consistent, and considerate service to others. They are known for their kindness, and for their willingness to go to any length to help those in need. They take the practical needs of people into account when they do their work, and their strong follow-through skills allow them to carry out organizational goals. They do at least what is expected of them, and oftentimes more, without attracting attention to themselves. They are painstaking and responsible with detail and routine, and feel it is important to have the right things in the right places at the right times.  ever wondered why? SHIT CHERILYN, YOUR DAMN ITCHY FINGERS AGAIN!!! GAHHHHHHH. WHY DO YOU EVEN BOTHER TRYING. GET OVER IT. WHY CAN'T YOU CONTROL YOURSELF EVERYTIME U PICK UP YOUR HP OR WHEN ON MSN?! DAMNIT. YOU SHOULD TAKE THIS AS A LESSON. LIKE SERIOUSLY! STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT! ever wondered why? Babo cheorum.  Gahh, I started today from the wrong side of my bed. :(( Val's not here today cause she's sick and I was nearly late for work. In addition, I tried reading my chapter one again on the train and I realised it's too depressing to be posted. -.- Received a shocking news from Unnie a.k.a my GP this morning as well ='( She's going Aus for threeeee yearrrs! IT HAS BEEN CONFIRMED! OMONA! Unnie, I'd miss u when you're there mannn,rawrrr~ Then I'd have no more GP too D: Thank God we still have time till June to meet up :((( Damnit. Everything seems to be going wrong today. On a brighter note,TGIF. 3 MORE WORKING DAYS TO BYEBYE RESORTWORLD SENTOSA! :) ever wondered why? Thursday, March 25, 2010 Ah-huh , Ah - huh , Ah -huh :))))
I was having writer's block yesterday. zomggg :( Shall try continuing it in the office later :P JETI YOONYUL YULSIC YOONHYUN TAENY SUNTAE SOO-GAHEE or SOOHARA.
Can't wait for work to end, then I'd have more time for SNSD, more time for writing , more time for friends , more time for family, and more time for love (: ever wondered why? Wednesday, March 24, 2010 YAYNESS! I handed in my resignation letter today!!! =D Busy day in the office ~ Sighhhhs ): PEOPLE PEOPLE, COUNTDOWN 7 days to END OF WORK! :)))))) On a side note, remember the unfinished prologue i written quite some time back? I finally finished the full prologue of my on-going fanfic yesterday... I even decided on the title! and I must say i love it so much. mwahahaha~ *Sudden burst of confidence* LOL. My on-going fanfic will be on JeTi & YoonYul of course. But this time, it'll be different from my two-shots and one-shot. I'd have YoonHyun and Yulsic (maybe SunTae and TaeNy) too! :D HAHAHA, so many soshi pairings, whoots~ I decided not to write a tragedy fic too. There'll be heartbreaking scenes, but no tragedy, hahas. I should prevent myself from being even more depressed x) Anyways, i need ideas... Should I include Sooyoung into my fanfic? LOL. cause' I'd really love her to be inside but I can't find a pairing for her... Unless it's gonna be SooSun instead of SunTae - Omg, underrated pairing x) Or should she just have a cameo appearance? D: Yikes! PS: Writing my first chapter tonight if I have the time xD ever wondered why? Tuesday, March 23, 2010 I'm hooked onto another on-going fanfic (: Read a one-shot on SSF as well, a Tragedy one-shot that made me omfgwthwts emo -.- Though, I think i maybe starting to post an on-going fic on SSF. HAHAHA~ Even if i do, it'll definitely start on sth heavy and not fluffs D: I write better on depressing scenes y'see :P lols. I LOVE THE FACT THAT YOU'RE A CANCERIAN I LOVE THE FACT THAT YOU LOVE MILO AS MUCH AS I DO I LOVE THE WAY YOU'D CALL ME BABY I LOVE THE WAY YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME I LOVE THE WAY YOU GET JEALOUS I LOVE YOU, CAN'T YOU SEE? PS: Anyone hates the situation whereby you text someone and that someone apparently DOESNT GIVEADAMN ABOUT IT, leaving you waiting for a reply FOR THE ENTIRE DAY?! I know I do...gahhh. ever wondered why? Monday, March 22, 2010  Opened my 2nd set of star cards and guess what? I GOT TI06 FULL FOIL! yays! To top it all, just when i was about to give up on Fany's foil , I SAW Ti03. SHOCKED! I couldnt stop screaming @ Mac. lols. I'm fated for my fany fany Tiffany :DDDDD Anyways, though I'm super uber happy that i got this SUPER SUPER RARE CARD, i wish to sell it for cash. hahas. so, any sone chancing upon my blog , please tell me if you're interested. $120 and above pls. I know ebay's bid is getting higher for 03 cards x) ever wondered why? People people, go listen to the song Magic by Oneway it's nice! Never heard of him so I guessed he's an underrated korean singer as well? LOL. I like promoting underrated stuff now. The song's upbeat with nice lyrics :D Updates today: #1. My supervisor asked me if i wanna extend my contract again. LOL. no ways! #2. I was so borrrreeed in the office that I'm actually reading a Jungcest fic! F.Y.I , Jungcest = Jung x Jung. LOL. if you get what i mean. I'm crushing my own innocence flat once more,Jesus! D: #3. HO HO, my fic crossed the 160 views after 3days on SSF. Not a big number, but still,it was unexpected! yayness =) But i still need comments :( #4. I'm back to becoming my Royal shipper soon. HAHA, alongside being a proud Wave surfer that is. (: How could I possibly give up on JeTi! x) #5. The most important update! My boyfriend sounds moody this morning and I hope he cheers up! ILY! :D :D Hope you're seeing this thru your iphone xDDD That's all for now, I'm leavin the office soon for doverrrr~! WOo HOo! oh oh~ SooSun is nice i realised. HAHAHA. wierd pairing eh? They're underrated :P Fav underrated pairing for now , YULTI!!! ever wondered why? Sunday, March 21, 2010 I slept past one, and i woke up at 9am today. Considering the fact that i sleep alot, I could have slept more since it's a Sunday but my dream woke me up. AGRH. For the very very VERY first time, I actually dreamt of heartbreaker. This is how my stupid dream went : I was shopping at popular @ TBP with some Sones. ( Dont ask me why TBP, maybe i miss GESS too much,LOL) ( Aqilah! You had a cameo appearance in my dream,yay!) I came out of popular, seeing a green beyond 9 hoodie RIGHT SMACK in my face. Zooming out to my surrounding, i realised it was heartbreaker and her friends. (Dont ask me how her friends appeared in my dream as well. I have no idea -.-) I looked down @ myself, I was wearing my green beyond 9 hoodie too. She then suddenly turned in my direction. DID SHE SEE ME? Then i was like...OMGWTFWTHWTS. I HAD TO RUN! Dont ask me why I ran, cause I dont' know either. But there were so little people to block me. And in my dream i was blaming myself for wearing the hoodie out cause it was so distinct. lame shyt-.- I then ran up the escalator, when suddenly my mother appeared in front of me and my sis and dad behind. So i was kinda like in between them. I looked back and i saw heartbreaker walking closer. Then i saw her looking in my direction again. OMFG. i swore my whole heart was going to come out. I quickly squatted down. They were going to walk up the escalator and my heart started beating superfast and closed my eyes and the next thing i know, i was awake on my bed = = I was freakin' having cold sweats y'know & I felt like I really ran alot. END. Stupid dream. As if i was some criminal trying to escape from the police. Zzz. ever wondered why? Friday, March 19, 2010 On the day that I become a great person, I'll get my revenge. Don't forget (: Been playing RDR 24/7 that i have to charge my ipod twice a day,heh. Seriously, the dance seems easier to learn than the lyrics =( lols. Sones are going ksession tomorrow and I can't be there :( Damnit. I can't even meet my boyfriend as well :((( Problems are starting to fall in again, just when i thought life was getting a lil better. Not even fanfics can cheer me up that much now. On a side note, no more fanfics on my blog. Friends that are not Sones are starting to question my sexuality,LOL. " Who's Tiffany,Jessica and all?" "Why are they all girls?!" Wth. i love my soshi pairings - I think they're hawt- sorry bout' it =D OH YAH! i just found out recently that I'm starting to like underrated pairings. hahas. YulTi & YoonHyun is niceee ^^ But JeTi, YoonYul , Yulsic , Suntae and SooRi are still my top fav okay! I'd start posting on SSF when i have better workpiece :P WHO WANTS TO BE ON MY PM LIST? HAHAHA! Countdown 10 more days to END OF WORK FOR RESORT WORLD SENTOSA,YAY! Thanks God! No more travelling to Jurong East! ever wondered why? Thursday, March 18, 2010 HEY HO! PART II IS HERE,FOLKS!(: Super long post here! ENJOY! I can't believe I'm actually writing a fanfic with PG13. LOL. Thanks to Aqilah for the push the other time :P How bout' some JeTi fluff next time huh? :DDD Thanks unnie for the little help too! WARNING: People that are homophobic, please stop reading this post. TYVM (: Orange Bold Italics for SOOSICA'S tips (: Black Italics for thoughts(: PS: Let's all assume that Yuri's still one year older than YoonA in this story kays. Just that YoonA's still in her final year while Yuri's working (as stated in part 1). It didn't take much effort before they finalised what Yuri should wear. " Now, you'd have to send YoonA a text, saying you'd pick her from her place at 6:30pm," said the shikshin proudly as she entered the room after filling her tummy with ice-cream. "But..." " Uh Uh...no buts,it's only gentlemanly, or in this case, gentlewomanly for you to do so," Jessica interrupted. Yuri frowned at the interruption,but decided to heed her friends' suggestion since it did sound reasonable to do so. "Oh and after texting her, we'll tell you exactly what you should do , so as to get your girl *Grins* be sure to follow it if you want YoonA yours," said SooYoung again. Dear diary, Hi I'm back!Yes, I'm double posting and it's kinda abrupt but i just had to write to you! :) Yuri text-ed me a few minutes ago saying she'll pick me up from my house! :D Oppa left when i told him i was unable to make it for dinner even before i could say goodbye to him as i was busy choosing my heels. I should apologise to him, shouldn't I? Maybe tomorrow... But for now, I can't stop smiling at the thought of having dinner with Yul and i feel kinda retarded smiling this way... -.- Please make everything run smoothly tonight! Will update you soon! ^^ Yuri stood in front of YoonA's house knocking on the door. She took a deep breath and waited patiently. I hope their tips really work... I can't believe all they give me were those 3 words...
She walked towards the couch where YoonA was nearby when YoonA happened to turn and spot her approach making Yuri's heart skip a beat -It's been so long since her heart last fluttered. Smiling broadly, YoonA began to walk towards Yuri.
Be Daring ,Confident & flirt. Here goes nothing, Yuri thought to herself. Yuri then closed up the gap between YoonA and leaned forward. Before the younger girl could guess her intentions, Yuri had placed a gentle kiss on her cheek.
Arriving at the restaurant , they got out of the taxi with Yuri in front with YoonA following closely behind her.
Why am i still feeling this way? I have Taecyeon oppa...Is this cheating? After dinner, Yuri offered to send YoonA back home. "So I guess I'd see you next time then?" Yuri said as both of them walked towards YoonA's doorstep. Oh man, I haven't done my confession, now how am I suppose to hold her back now that we're already at her doorstep?! I'm gonna waste another chance again... " Yeah..." YoonA accidently let out a small sigh. She didn't want the night end so fast. Especially if it was spent with Yuri. " Hey," they both said simultaneously and blushed at the sudden chemistry. " You go first," Yuri said as they reached the doorstep. " Erm... I would like to ask, if you want to come in for a drink or something, and maybe chat a little while longer since we've not met up for 2 months?" YoonA asked softly. " It's alright if you don't want to," she quickly added. "No, I'd love to," Yuri replied, smiling. It's now or never! I can't fail anymore! Yuri sat down on the couch, trying to figure out how to start the confession while YoonA was in the kitchen getting Yuri something to drink. If you're lost for words, just start it of with a kiss. Everything will just go by the flow. Is that even reliable? hesistated Yuri. How am i suppose to start it in the first place?Aiish. Let's Just try! Yuri hwaiting! "YoonA-ah, i have something important to tell you," Yuri said as YoonA placed their drinks on the coffee table. Oh god, the same line since 1year ago...is she going to tell me..nah...she's prolly going to tell me some wierd likings of hers again... "But promise you will not feel awkward, or ignore me, or scold me or..." Yuri added. "Yeah yeah, shoot," YoonA replied. Be Confident. "I-..." Yuri stood up and moved closer to the younger girl. "I-..." Yuri grabbed hold of YoonA's wrist and pushed her to the nearby wall. Here goes nothing! "I-..." Yuri crushed her lips onto YoonA's. It took YoonA a few seconds to realise what was happening. Yuri was kissing her. The kiss was so simple yet so fufilling. Amazing . Lips touching, YoonA felt as though she was sucked into another dimension. The kiss was delicately soft and wasn't negligent on any spot. She closed her eyes, and returned back the kiss. She kissed back...Does this mean she feels the same way as me? Yuri ended the kiss and leaned on the crook of YoonA's neck , with her hands encircled around the younger girl's waist. " I love you, and I've been loving you ever since we met but I never had the courage to confess," Yuri finally admitted. "What took you so long?I love you too,Yul," YoonA whispered back. "But what about Taecyeon oppa?" YoonA suddenly remembered and she let out a sigh.
" I like that idea." It was so wrong to cheat on Taecyeon, but to YoonA, it felt so right. YoonA's hand then travelled to Yuri's face, gentle carressing it and tilting Yuri's head lightly backwards. Making sure that Yuri was in a more comfortable position, she leaned in deepening the simplicity and shutting out the proximity. The contact coninued until air was needed for both. Simple suggestiveness now became futile to both of them as they savoured on each other. Yuri then started to make her way down from the lips to her jawline to her neck when suddenly , YoonA's message tone sounded. "Mmm...don't bother about that?" Yuri whispered as she continued to leave wet kisses on YoonA's neck. " What if it's an important text? I have mid-term exams coming up you know?" Yuri stopped and gave YoonA her cutest pout while YoonA dropped one hand from Yuri's neck to reach for her handphone tucked in her jeans. Having one hand cupping Yuri's face, she used the other to navigate to read the text. From : Taecyeon. YoonA's lips curled upwards as she brought Yuri back closer to her. Just in time,Oppa, just in time. "I guess we're official from this moment on," she purred into Yuri's ear. "Let's continue,"Yuri grinned as she snaked her hand up YoonA's back, bringing her much closer,with their lips together again. " I love you." " I love you more." " No, I love you much more." "No, I love you much much much more." [3months later] 3:45AM Dear Diary, Our first day in Japan was a blast! Vacation's here and we decided to take a break by travelling. The hotel bed's so comfortable but we can hardly have a chance to sleep on it. We couldn't enjoy the comfy bed because we were too engrossed in shopping that we shopped past midnight ;D And we're really sorry for neglecting you :P We'll try to write more in our next post okay? Till next time, Yoonyul♥ PS: We're heading to Mt.Fuji later in the morning! END. COMMENTS ON MY TAGBOARD PLEASE!=D Refer back to Part I if you're not sure on why the sudden sms by Taecyeon!HAHA!
Super hard time writing the PG13 scene!!!!GAHHH. ever wondered why? Wednesday, March 17, 2010  DARK SOSHI IS LOVE! HOT ISSUE OF 2010: JESSICA. TIFFANY. YURI. YOONA. SOOYOUNG. TAEYEON. SEOHYUN. SUNNY. HYOYEON Mubank on Fri is a must watch people! ever wondered why? Angels in Disguise (: DARK SOSHI IS HERE WITH RUN DEVIL RUN! ♥ Teaser yesterday was fab, and the song's super jjang! ( Okay, maybe I'm soshi bias :P) Whateverrr,dudes~ My 9 dark angels did a super uber good job! * Clap Claps* But I can't help but find JeTi, Taeng and Yuri extremely hawt in the Teaser! HAHA :D So i screenshot em' out :P PS: Maknae & SooYoung look sexxayy too!  MV's coming out tmr!!! ZOMG. So is Part 2 of [Dear Diary] O-M-G. I'm writing it now and i feel myself destroying my own innocence. ROFL. PG13 ftw!
PS: CHAPTER7 OF (: SHALL BE MY FAVOURITE CHAPTER as of N.O.W! Heartbreaker Fany on the move )): ever wondered why? Tuesday, March 16, 2010 TWO-SHOT in the house,yo. It was supposed to be a ONE-SHOT but Ol'wells :P As promised, this will be a YoonYul fic ! ^^ But this time, I'm gonna try to approach a different style of writing.Though the other characters, it'll be super yoonyul bias this time, if not I'd end up writing an on-going fiction =P i seriously had a hard time writing a happy two-shot,hah! So, please pardon me if this two-shot is unsuccessful D: Also this two-shot will be in super simple english.LOL. - I hope it doesnt bore you silent readers out there ): I'd still appreciate comments though tyvm =D On a side note, POV = point of view(: - My mistake for not clarifying,heh. Characters Intro:  Kwon Yuri -Serious about relationship, she had been having a major crush on her best friend, Im YoonA for 3 years.  OK Taecyeon- In love with YoonA. ( Sorry, I'm still a lil bias, no Taecyeon pic :P )  Jessica Jung - Yuri's best friend #1. Experienced in the love field, SooYoung and her will work hand in hand to help Yuri get her girl.  Choi SooYoung - Yuri's best friend #2 a.k.a Shikshin ; Jessica and her will work hand in hand to help Yuri get her girl. [One year ago...] 9:00PM- [Yoona's POV] Dear diary, It was indeed a hectic day for me, as predicted by my horoscope. *Sighs* There's tons of homework piling up and i have so little time! To add it on, Taecyeon oppa confessed to me today and he wants an answer tomorrow. Yuri said she have something important to tell me, but it ended up that she just wanted to tell me she likes to go to school?! *aiish* I'm starting to feel that it's my wishful thinking that Yuri likes me in that special way, just like how I like her. What should I do? Taecyeon oppa's really nice to me, caring and stuff and i like him too...should i say yes? Maybe my weird feeling towards Yuri is just a sisterly kind of liking. If only you could talk, diary... Dear dairy, You’ll NEVER believe what happened. I FINALLY decided to confess to YoonA and i FAILED! My effort of practicing in front of the mirror for a week OFFICIALLY went down the drain just like that!!! NOOOOO~ Can you believe that I actually messed it all up at THE moment?! The worst part, topping it all, is that Taecyeon oppa have something important to tell YoonA as well... It won’t be what I think it is...right? SAVE ME! :( [Present time.] [YoonA's Flashback] : "YoonA-ah...i have something important to tell you..." Yuri said carefully as she let out a heavy breath. "Eh?" "YoonA...I...like....", Yuri stammered. "Yeah?" "I...like..." "You like?..." “I...like...I...like...to go to school!..aha..aha.." Shit, why can't i say it out?! Confession is really harder than i thought, thought Yuri. YoonA widened her eyes upon hearing Yuri's words. "ohhh...that's the important thing you wanted to tell me?" She replied holding her disappointment. "Aha aha...erm...yeahh,i guess?" shrugged Yuri. " ...oh okays. If there's nothing else, I'd get going then, Taecyeon oppa says he have something important to tell me too..." [End of flashback.] YoonA sighed as she browsed through her past diary entries. She then looked down at the couple ring her finger was holding. "Hey baby, whatcha doing?", the older guy said, entering her room while giving a peck on her forehead. The girl looked up, annoyed at the disturbance from her chain of thoughts. “Oh hi oppa~", she replied as she forced a smile. Taecyeon. The older guy broke into a smile after being greeted by YoonA, and placed himself beside her. “You know...I was thinking, since it's almost dinnertime, that maybe we could go out for a meal? It's been such a long time since we went out together cause' you always seemed so busy,"he asked, followed by a pout. “Can i say no?" YoonA muttered to herself. “Give me 5mins and I'd get back to you? I want to have some quiet time to write my diary entry for today, “she asked in her upmost polite voice. “okay, sure, I'd be at the living room waiting," he nodded. Taecyeon let out a small sigh before standing up and walking out of YoonA's room. YoonA...I'm really tired of trying. If you reject this dinner date again, we're over. We don’t even behave like a couple anyway? Dear Diary, Taecyeon oppa is at my place, again. Y'know, I've been in this relationship with him ever since the day after the confession… But it's been a year already and I still feel the awkwardness and tension around him. Why? D: When we go out, I'd avoid holding his hands. When he leaned forward for a kiss, I'd look away or try to escape it. Is that even normal? I mean. We DO behave like real couples at times. Like when I'm sick, oppa will look after me till i got well... When I have problems, he'd most likely solve majority of them for me... When I'm down, he'd be by my side... But... WAIT! OH SHUCKS! I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE A DINNER DATE WITH YURI TONIGHT! It's been 2 whole months since I last saw her, considering the fact that she's working and busy... What time did we arrange to meet again? At 7? Yeah at 7! What restaurant was it? How could I forget, aiish! What should I wear?! Should I style my hair a little? Do I have heels to match my clothes? Shoot. Sorry, but I’ve got to go, diary! Till next time! 4:30PM - [ Yuri's POV] Dear Diary, 2months and I’m finally meeting her again. It felt like ages since we last met up. Yes, diary, I've finally mustered up all my courage... The days of trying to avoid YoonA ever since i saw Taecyeon kiss her on the cheek, and acting like I'm all busy and stuff...is killing me... I'm an idiot, aint I? *sighs* BUT BUT BUT! My mind is set on making a difference. Ok. So I maybe breaking up a good relationship... Nonetheless I’ve decided to confess again...Even if she decided to push me away in the end -period. GIVE ME YOUR BLESSINGS! PS: I invited Jessica and SooYoung for some tips for the dinner date and they should be arriving anytime soon :P PPS: I wonder if YoonA's as nervous as i am... :O "YAH! CHOI SOOYOUNG! You're not helping at all! I called Sica and you over to help me choose my clothes and give me some tips for tonight! Not to eat up all the food in my fridge?!" Yuri shouted across the living room when she saw Sooyoung in the kitchen, attempting to grab another tub of ice-cream. "Yuri-ah, y'gotta chill! Besides, you should have known better that SooYoung can't think properly if she's not full...So if you want good advice from her, y'gotta fill her first, " Jessica chuckled. SooYoung did a thumbs-up sign to Jessica as she stuffed one huge scoop of ice-cream into her mouth. "Argh, I’m so screwed for tonight," Yuri scoffed. "C'mon Yuri," Jessica said. Grabbing Yuri's wrist, she led her to the room. "Don’t worry! We can start choosing the clothes for your date while waiting for Sooyoung," she said as she opened Yuri's closet. "...and this time, we won’t let your confession fail again," she added. TBC Comments please? HAHAHA. strong PG-13 for the next part of [ Dear Diary ] ! Oh-M-Gee! ever wondered why? Monday, March 15, 2010 What women SAY and what they REALLY MEAN. LOL(: Left : What they say ; Right : What they really mean We need --- I want It's your decision --- The correct decision should be obvious by now Do what you want --- You'll pay for this later We need to talk --- I need to complain Sure...go ahead --- I don't want you to. I'm not upset --- Of course I'm upset, you moron. You're...so manly --- You need a shave and you sweat a lot. You're certainly attentive tonight. --- Is sex all you ever think about?! Hang the picture there --- No, I mean hang it there! How much do you love me? --- I did something today you're really not going to like.. I'll be ready in a minute. --- Kick off your shoes and find a good game on T.V. Is my butt fat? --- Tell me I'm beautiful. You have to learn to communicate. --- Just agree with me. Are you listening to me!? ---- [Too late, you're dead.] Yes --- No No --- No Maybe --- No :D On a side note, I pity those 6PM fans that threw lightsticks on my 9 angels! Such an ignorant way to support your idols. For a moment i felt a lil digraceful for being a hottest myself. Grow up, Antis : / S♥nes are NOT going to affect soshi's reputation by being immature and wage a war between fandoms. Angry i am - I admit i nearly wanted to throw torchlights instead of lightsticks back at em' when i read the news, and I'm sorry for having that thought too. and ANGRY we are. BUT we're NOT going to let ignorant people get into our girls.We'll stay strong with our girls. Thumbs up for SooYoung for her maturity (: IT'S A S♥NES-SOSHI BOND! =D PS: Do you REALLY get over things THAT fast? Doesnt ANY of your past bother u at all? sighs. wth am i saying again... ever wondered why? Friday, March 12, 2010  To My Wife, I do not know all the languages of this world and I do not know all the ways to tell you that I love you, girl. Your honesty, love and friendship as my wife brings me the greatest of pleasure You are my love, my wife, my best friend and God's greatest gift to me, you are my treasure. Thanks for being there for me everytime i needed you (: Cya soon,girl, IMU )): ever wondered why? Tuesday, March 09, 2010 A JeTidal wave surfer ; A Twin tropper ( YoonYul ) ; A Royal YulSic shipper [A little] SooRi & SunTae is love too (:  I'ma so getting bored in my office and i still dont know what to do after getting my Alevel results. ): ROARRR~ PS: A YoonYul one-shot coming up soon,hees.It's gna be a happy one-shot,whoots. ever wondered why? Monday, March 08, 2010  PS:I'm SOOOOOO looking forward to the Darkside of soshi x) PPS: i didnt know Sunny's body is WOAHHHH. PPPS: Hyo can be rather pretty at times! HAHAHAH~ ever wondered why? I'm in the mood to writing one-shot in the office! :D Here's a one-shot for my blog, so silent readers pls enjoy or you can choose to comment this time round!(: Been listening to emo songs this morning so this one-shot will go in a direction rather subtle & sweet with a tingle of melancholy =D I promise comments would be much appreciated,haha! JeTi + YulSic this time !!! CHARACTERS INTRO : Tiffany - A player that found out she was in love with Jessica, but choose to push her away for fear of hurting her. Jessica - Hurt by Tiffany, she finally found a [good person] , Yuri . She's in love with Yuri , but she love Tiffany even more. Yuri - Jessica's "guardian angel" , so to speak. Never asking for anything in return, She loved Jessica wholeheartedly. She invited Tiffany to the party because she know Jessica will only find true happiness with her. At a year-end beach party Yuri made for Jessica... It was simply baffling how this player can make all her girls fall so madly and deeply in love with her and i was no exception. A slight breeze went past, which blew her scent to me - such a familiar smell - tagging along an awkward silence. I wonder if the other girls before me felt as miserable as me after the breakup, the answer would prolly be yes. We were now at the beach, after 3 months since she left , I sighed and began to trace my own etches into the sand. "I missed you." Tiffany whispered after another few minutes of silence. "I miss you." She corrected and I looked at her, but she quickly looked away. "I miss you too." I confessed in a quiet whisper. "Look Jess," she turned to face me, "I don't know where we are or if there ever will be an 'us' again, friendship or otherwise, but you have to know that I really do love you. It may be a little too heavy to hear right now but nobody made me feel like you do, not even all my past girls ... I just need you to know that I love you, Jessica." I swallowed and cleared my throat, trying to fight back the emotions stirring through me. My lips all of a sudden went dry and I closed my eyes. "Tiff," I whispered breathlessly and blinked, looking at her. "I was one selfish bitch back then. How dare I choose to let you go just because i don't want to hurt you. Just because i know my feelings will fade. And just because i knew I may fall for someone else in the future. I will forever live the rest of my life making it up to you," Tiffany quickly said and I couldn't help but burst into laughter. "Too much?" She smiled sheepishly. "Where the hell did that come from?" I dipped my head, trying to control my laughter. "Ugh," Tiffany groaned in embarrassment and covered her face with her hands, I calmed down a bit, " Thank you for saying it anyway." "Way to clear the tension." Tiffany shook her head and rolled her eyes at herself. "So..." I leaned back on my hands, stretching my legs out in front of me, "I hurt you." Tiffany stood up and faced me. For the first time I was really looking at her. "You did." I nodded. "Badly." "I know." Tiffany whispered and ran her own hands through her hair. "God Jess, I'm such an ass. I really shouldn't hav-" she sighed deeply as I interrupted. "You're sorry, I know." I nodded. "Looks like someone's waiting for you," Tiffany nodded up towards the surfboard shop, where Yuri stood there looking at us. "I should go,cya around later," I said as i started to make my way to the shop. I immediately felt bad for forgetting about Yuri being around. Tiffany's presence consumed me like no other. She poured me some coke and then sat down, facing me. Her eyes were distant like they never were before. She didn't really blink; she just sat there watching me. "Thank you." "For what?" She whispered. "Believing in me." I shrugged and picked at the material of my board shorts. "No need to thank me, Sica," she smiled and sat back, I cast my eyes downwards somewhat in guilt. "Are you upset?" "Why would I be upset?" Yuri sat up straighter and looked at me. "Why'd you do it?" I asked quietly. I needed to know why Yuri was pulling Tiffany in closer. "You invited Tiffany after I told you not too." "Are you complaining?" Yuri raised an eyebrow. "Look, we both know I don't do this jealousy thing well and it's not even that I'm jealous. You didn't bother to fight for her comeback 3mths ago because her happiness meant more to you than your own did." "Yuri..." I sighed. "You tried so hard to forget about her, and I tried so hard to get inside your heart..." Yuri started to trace small circles along the inside of my wrist. I could see the tears that started to form in her eyes and I grabbed her hand, stilling it against my wrist. "But I think the moment you saw her was the moment you knew that closure wasn't what you needed. She was- is what you need," she looked away, swallowing hard. I swallowed just as hard and I felt her shaky hands grab onto mine. Yuri's known all along how I felt and she still tried to make it work. She was sacrificing her own painful feelings to try and heal mine. I closed my eyes tightly. "I wish it was you I could fall in love with." I whispered and it seemed to have echoed through the living room. "It's not fair to either of us," Yuri's eyes welled up with tears and blinked them back, trying to keep them at bay. "you're not happy with me, not like you should be. And I know I shouldn't have to watch you pain over a woman who clearly still holds your heart in the palm of her hand. She's your everything Sica, she's everything you dream of and everything you fear." "Yul..." My voice cracked because I knew what she was doing. "Please?" "I love you. I love you so much and more than you'll ever know but you don't belong with me." She stood up and paced somewhat while we both tried to catch our breaths from the sobs that we were trying to hold back. she knelt down in front of me; she was comforting me when she was the one broken inside, "My heart never forgets Sica and Sica's heart will always be with Fany." I hung my head because she was right. Everything she was saying, was right on the money. Tiffany was the only person who occupied every single inch of me and it wasn't fair to Yuri. It never was. "I'm sorry." I choked out and I found myself in her arms, her hands stroking up and down my back. "I love you enough to let you go." She whispered and pulled back, her lips everywhere on my face. "You really are too good to be true," I husked and cupped her face, brushing her tears away with my thumbs, "Yuri, you-" "Please Sica," Yuri stood up and shook her head, sniffling, "This is taking a lot for me to just walk away from you, -from us. I'm not prepared to hear how wonderful I've been, or how good I've treated you - not yet." I swallowed thickly and nodded. "Listen," she cleared her throat and grabbed her keys, "I'm going to go pick up some more stuff for tonight's beach party in your honor. I will see you later, okay?" I nodded, remaining silent. Then her lips were on my forehead, and her wet cheek pressed against my own. "Go be happy." She whispered and I closed my eyes tightly, not watching her walk away. I heard the front door shut softly. I leaned against the railing on the pier and breathed in the salty air. It was a nice night and in the distance, I could hear the laughter and music. Yuri was the only one who gave me the time of day when it came to understanding my thoughts and feelings towards Tiffany. She never judged and criticized anything I said regarding the brunette. She asked me to just try and move on. That was all she ever asked of me. Something that seemed so simple yet hard to do. Yuri never questioned me, she just tried to understand - give me space. She was protecting my heart and I couldn't even do the same for her. I was the reason her heart was breaking. "Shouldn't you be over there?" I looked over and saw Tiffany pointing towards the bonfire with a small smile on her face. I looked up at the starry sky and inhaled deeply. "All Yul ever wanted was for me to love her," I looked at Tiffany, "the way I love you." Tiffany gasped slightly and her eyes widened but she still remained quiet. It was a confession that was more pure than anything we've ever experienced. "Yuri broke up with me this afternoon," I finally whispered, "I knew what I went through with you, Tiffany. I knew how I felt and how I tried so hard to forget about you, but nothing, no one could ever get rid of that feeling." "I damaged you." She pointed out with a serious face. "Seriously, if it weren't for me, you and Yuri would be the perfect couple. Hell, you're freaking hot together." She shrugged and looked away at the darkened sky. "I'm sorry for everything, Jess." "You think we're hot together?" I tilted my head and smiled. "Well yeahh," Tiffany looked at me, she really looked at me , not in a 'I'm totally checking you out' kind of way, she was just genuinely looking at me with a soft smile, "Doesn't matter," I sighed, "she's made up her mind and you know, it really isn't fair to her for me to be groveling back into her arms when my heart is pretty much still with you." Silence was once again our best friend in that moment and then I felt her hand tug on mine slightly. "Come on," she whispered, "she threw you a party. I think you should at least thank her by enjoying it." There we were, walking hand in hand across the beach together. It all felt so natural yet dreamlike. Earlier this morning I woke up next to a woman who gave me the world and asked for nothing in return. And at that moment, I was walking along the beach with the woman I gave the world to - and asked for nothing in return. Life was a paradox that way. END.  So how was it? :D COMMENTS PLS! HAHAHA! No Cheesy scene on my blog,hah! (: prolly on SSF? I'm fine with sms-es or PMs or tags on my message board for comments rofl xD ever wondered why? Saturday, March 06, 2010 MOVIE ; KIMCHI MAKING ; KOREANDINNER♥ ( A day to forget all the resultsshyt D:) Watched AliceInWonderland @ TM (: This show is a 3-out-of-5-stars kinda show - Considering the fact that the Bigheadqueen's super funny & my favourite JohnnyDepp & AnneHathaway are inside! :D:D
Anyways, i got em' transferred into my hp over dinner! =D [Check out the shrunk ver. (only JeTi , I'm bias :P ) below.Anyone that wants the actual HD photos can ask from me,heh]
I think I'm gna print it out Fany,Sica,SooYoung,Taeng, YoonA & Yuri to banner size,whoots this is madness!(: ever wondered why? Friday, March 05, 2010 WARNING : PEOPLE PLS STOP ASKING ME ABOUT MY RESULTS CAUSE IT SUCKS TTM! TYVM! ): ever wondered why? Thursday, March 04, 2010 Tiffany’s expression suddenly turned serious. “No matter what happens...Don’t...fall in love with me.” -Adapted from (: WHY DOES EVERYONE LIKE TO USE THIS SENTENCE SO MUCH!?-.- Anyways, I'm glad i have another fanfic to read out of MM in the office :D Gna get my SNSD poster from Zhen later & selling my sica landyard to fellow sone (: Next week: Collecting my SNSD tag from SY(: Been purchasing loads of SNSD merch lately (Mar's gna say I'm crazy x] ) - Landyard,Tags (Fany&SNSD),Poster,cards :D You treat me like a rose , you open doors that close (: You gave me so much of your precious SNSD merch but i have nth to give you in return ): & I'm really touched,boy, I'd be fine tmr, just concentrate on your work kayys? I'll tell you my results tmr D: ever wondered why? Wednesday, March 03, 2010  Forever & A Day - Smiles (: God answered my prayers today,like finally! :D I feel much more at ease since the convo with you just now... Though ,i never got the courage to ask the Qn that have been on my mind :S I'm still waiting y'know,hah! :)))) Are you gna lie to me again when u read this? WARNING!DON'T! In a Dilemma. I think i should try posting a one-shot JeTi fanfic first, before posting my long story :O I suddenly have the mood to write one,hees =] Loved & Blessed. Till now i still cant find any reasons to reject you. Cya tmr(: PS: The next time you send me home, let's make sure the ice-cream man dont run away again yes?D: HAHAHAHA~ ever wondered why? Tuesday, March 02, 2010 I feel like buying a nice book to keep me occupied (:  After talking to Keith yesterday, i think i know what i want. It's really ironical how most people don't treasure things they get easily,hah. I cant be always be at the beck and call of others - Stop comin' here when you need me and pushing'me away when you don't, I AIN'T A PUPPET. I gotta start changing for the better,like seriously! =] Cause' You're PS: I've cut my hair on Sunday on an impulse (: PPS: i found a super duper cheesy couple comparable to JETI in MM! I feel like YoonA & Sooyoung in the fanfic -.- Always accidentally seeing them doing the wrong stuff. OMGLOL. ever wondered why? Monday, March 01, 2010 I DIDN'T KNOW AN INFATUATION(?) COULD LAST SO LONG. Gloat at my misery, heartbreaker D: Anyways, I've decided to put my fanfic on hiatus till i have more time to write... Judgement day A.K.A Result day confirmed - FRIDAY! :( omgwtfwth. PS: Thanks for agreeing to wait & give me more time. i promise (: When I'm ready, I'll give you the answer that you want, kays?((: ever wondered why?
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