I'm in the mood to writing one-shot in the office! :D
Here's a one-shot for my blog, so silent readers pls enjoy or you can choose to comment this time round!(:
Been listening to emo songs this morning so this one-shot will go in a direction rather subtle & sweet with a tingle of melancholy =D

I promise comments would be much appreciated,haha!


JeTi + YulSic this time !!!


CHARACTERS INTRO :

Tiffany - A player that found out she was in love with Jessica, but choose to push her away
for fear of hurting her.

Jessica - Hurt by Tiffany, she finally found a [good person] , Yuri .
She's in love with Yuri , but she love Tiffany even more.


Yuri - Jessica's "guardian angel" , so to speak. Never asking for anything in return,
She loved Jessica wholeheartedly. She invited Tiffany to the party because she know
Jessica will only find true happiness with her.



***

At a year-end beach party Yuri made for Jessica...



[Jessica's POV]

It was simply baffling how this player can make all her girls fall so madly and deeply in love with her and i was no exception.

A slight breeze went past, which blew her scent to me - such a familiar smell - tagging along an awkward silence.



I wonder if the other girls before me felt as miserable as me after the breakup, the answer would prolly be yes.



We were now at the beach, after 3 months since she left , I sighed and began to trace my own etches into the sand.



"I missed you."
Tiffany whispered after another few minutes of silence.
"I miss you."
She corrected and I looked at her, but she quickly looked away.



"I miss you too."
I confessed in a quiet whisper.



"Look Jess," she turned to face me,



"I don't know where we are or if there ever will be an 'us' again, friendship or otherwise, but you have to know that I really do love you.
It may be a little too heavy to hear right now but nobody made me feel like you do, not even all my past girls ... I just need you to know that I love you, Jessica."



I swallowed and cleared my throat, trying to fight back the emotions stirring through me.
My lips all of a sudden went dry and I closed my eyes.



"Tiff," I whispered breathlessly and blinked, looking at her.



"I was one selfish bitch back then. How dare I choose to let you go just because i don't want to hurt you. Just because i know my feelings will fade. And just because i knew I may fall for someone else in the future. I will forever live the rest of my life making it up to you," Tiffany quickly said and I couldn't help but burst into laughter.



"Too much?" She smiled sheepishly.


"Where the hell did that come from?" I dipped my head, trying to control my laughter.


"Ugh," Tiffany groaned in embarrassment and covered her face with her hands,



I calmed down a bit, " Thank you for saying it anyway."


"Way to clear the tension." Tiffany shook her head and rolled her eyes at herself.


"So..." I leaned back on my hands, stretching my legs out in front of me,


"I hurt you." Tiffany stood up and faced me.


For the first time I was really looking at her.


"You did." I nodded.


"Badly."


"I know." Tiffany whispered and ran her own hands through her hair.



"God Jess, I'm such an ass. I really shouldn't hav-" she sighed deeply as I interrupted.



"You're sorry, I know." I nodded.



"Looks like someone's waiting for you," Tiffany nodded up towards the surfboard shop, where Yuri stood there looking at us.



"I should go,cya around later," I said as i started to make my way to the shop.



I immediately felt bad for forgetting about Yuri being around.
Tiffany's presence consumed me like no other.








***

[Jessica's POV]


She poured me some coke and then sat down, facing me.
Her eyes were distant like they never were before.

She didn't really blink; she just sat there watching me.



"Thank you."



"For what?" She whispered.



"Believing in me." I shrugged and picked at the material of my board shorts.


"No need to thank me, Sica," she smiled and sat back,


I cast my eyes downwards somewhat in guilt.
"Are you upset?"


"Why would I be upset?" Yuri sat up straighter and looked at me.


"Why'd you do it?" I asked quietly.
I needed to know why Yuri was pulling Tiffany in closer.



"You invited Tiffany after I told you not too."


"Are you complaining?" Yuri raised an eyebrow.



"Look, we both know I don't do this jealousy thing well and it's not even that I'm jealous. You didn't bother to fight for her comeback 3mths ago because her happiness meant more to you than your own did."



"Yuri..." I sighed.



"You tried so hard to forget about her, and I tried so hard to get inside your heart..." Yuri started to trace small circles along the inside of my wrist.


I could see the tears that started to form in her eyes and I grabbed her hand, stilling it against my wrist.



"But I think the moment you saw her was the moment you knew that closure wasn't what you needed.
She was- is what you need," she looked away, swallowing hard.



I swallowed just as hard and I felt her shaky hands grab onto mine.



Yuri's known all along how I felt and she still tried to make it work.
She was sacrificing her own painful feelings to try and heal mine.
I closed my eyes tightly.




"I wish it was you I could fall in love with." I whispered and it seemed to have echoed through the living room.




"It's not fair to either of us," Yuri's eyes welled up with tears and blinked them back, trying to keep them at bay.




"you're not happy with me, not like you should be. And I know I shouldn't have to watch you pain over a woman who clearly still holds your heart in the palm of her hand.
She's your everything Sica, she's everything you dream of and everything you fear."



"Yul..."



My voice cracked because I knew what she was doing.



"Please?"



"I love you. I love you so much and more than you'll ever know but you don't belong with me."
She stood up and paced somewhat while we both tried to catch our breaths from the sobs that we were trying to hold back.



she knelt down in front of me;
she was comforting me when she was the one broken inside,

"My heart never forgets Sica and Sica's heart will always be with Fany."



I hung my head because she was right.
Everything she was saying, was right on the money.
Tiffany was the only person who occupied every single inch of me and it wasn't fair to Yuri.
It never was.




"I'm sorry."



I choked out and I found myself in her arms, her hands stroking up and down my back.




"I love you enough to let you go." She whispered and pulled back, her lips everywhere on my face.

"You really are too good to be true," I husked and cupped her face, brushing her tears away with my thumbs,



"Yuri, you-"



"Please Sica," Yuri stood up and shook her head, sniffling,




"This is taking a lot for me to just walk away from you, -from us. I'm not prepared to hear how wonderful I've been, or how good I've treated you - not yet."


I swallowed thickly and nodded.

"Listen,"

she cleared her throat and grabbed her keys,


"I'm going to go pick up some more stuff for tonight's beach party in your honor. I will see you later, okay?"


I nodded, remaining silent.
Then her lips were on my forehead, and her wet cheek pressed against my own.



"Go be happy."
She whispered and I closed my eyes tightly, not watching her walk away.


I heard the front door shut softly.







***


I leaned against the railing on the pier and breathed in the salty air. It was a nice night and in the distance, I could hear the laughter and music.


Yuri was the only one who gave me the time of day when it came to understanding my thoughts and feelings towards Tiffany.



She never judged and criticized anything I said regarding the brunette.
She asked me to just try and move on.
That was all she ever asked of me.
Something that seemed so simple yet hard to do.
Yuri never questioned me, she just tried to understand - give me space.


She was protecting my heart and I couldn't even do the same for her.
I was the reason her heart was breaking.



"Shouldn't you be over there?"
I looked over and saw Tiffany pointing towards the bonfire with a small smile on her face.


I looked up at the starry sky and inhaled deeply.
"All Yul ever wanted was for me to love her," I looked at Tiffany,


"the way I love you."


Tiffany gasped slightly and her eyes widened but she still remained quiet.



It was a confession that was more pure than anything we've ever experienced.



"Yuri broke up with me this afternoon," I finally whispered,



"I knew what I went through with you, Tiffany. I knew how I felt and how I tried so hard to forget about you, but nothing, no one could ever get rid of that feeling."


"I damaged you." She pointed out with a serious face.


"Seriously, if it weren't for me, you and Yuri would be the perfect couple. Hell, you're freaking hot together." She shrugged and looked away at the darkened sky.



"I'm sorry for everything, Jess."



"You think we're hot together?" I tilted my head and smiled.


"Well yeahh," Tiffany looked at me, she really looked at me , not in a 'I'm totally checking you out' kind of way, she was just genuinely looking at me with a soft smile,



"Doesn't matter," I sighed,
"she's made up her mind and you know, it really isn't fair to her for me to be groveling back into her arms when my heart is pretty much still with you."



Silence was once again our best friend in that moment and then I felt her hand tug on mine slightly.
"Come on," she whispered,
"she threw you a party. I think you should at least thank her by enjoying it."



There we were, walking hand in hand across the beach together.
It all felt so natural yet dreamlike.


Earlier this morning I woke up next to a woman who gave me the world and asked for nothing in return.


And at that moment, I was walking along the beach with the woman I gave the world to - and asked for nothing in return.





Life was a paradox that way.



END.




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