To hell with all the bullshit I'm taking
(please pardon the vularaities in this post)

Started off the morning feeling worser than before & I'm all screwedup & moody right now,hah.



My mum's starting to feel suicidal,again - Thanks to my sister.
My dad's giving up on trying to return back to the family - fuck that.
My __________'s happy with her life,a life that's away from me,not knowing that I'm still suffering from withdrawal symptoms without her - fuck that even more.
My worklife's so fixed that i dont even have the time to meetup with my friends.


E________,another supervisor , blammed me for some miscommunication we had,wth all she know is to say "OH GOD OH GOD x10000000" -i thought christians are not suppose to use God's name anyhow?HMM.



I hate that feeling of missing someone whereby you know that the person wont be missing you at all.
Though i very much dont wish to make that asshole feel like she worth a million, i cant help but ____ ___-.-

Aiish, screw the attempt to flood my blog with happy posts mann.
I'd just face reality , my life is fuckedup inside out, and judgement day's next Friday,yay(?)


I wake up every morning feeling drained out no matter how early i slept the night before.
Smiling to the people around me and putting up a cheerful front,acting like I'm strong , acting like I dont care but actually i do, is tiring and way more exhausting than i thought.




She wasn’t angry at Sun Mi.
She was angry at Sunny for being a coward.
For refusing to face her.
Not that her heart could take that confrontation anyway.
Still, she was hurt by Sunny’s act of indifference; she just didn’t care about the break-up. Taeyeon felt angry with herself for allowing this break-up to affect her too much.
For wasting her weekend on thinking about sunny.
For blaming herself for everything that went wrong in her relationship with sunny as the other girl didn’t seem to care.
-Adapted from the new fanfic I'm readin'