It's all over, cause she aint wanna hurt me.



Though, I'm still missing everything we've been thru,

• i cant help it but remind myself of the times she forced me to send her goodnight smses until it naturally became a habit of mine...

• The times when she would purposely set her alarm at 6.15am although she sleeps at 3am just because i'd wake up at that time to go to work...

• The sweetnothings she said to me, fuck...

• The times when i slept past 12am because of her...

• The times when i hesistated to buy something pink cause she cant stand too much of that colour...

• Our quarrels in the middle of the night at 2am...

• The times we talked about our favourtie Fanfics, JETI & SNSD

I thought i could protect myself, i should have know better,hah! D:
Since when did Cherilyn become so weak & useless?
Where's the strong willed and optimistic girl everyone used to know? DAMN.






But i know deep down inside, I'll still be waiting...stupid me...