First time past midnight without daddy nagging @ me.
(When i wake up later, it'll be the first morning completely without him.)


"your dad did it again. The female staff complained to me..."
Fucktard. bastard. He grossed me out completely.



BUT WHY?
Why did i feel my world falling apart completely when i saw him packing?
i held my tears back, for my mum & bro were already crying.


i am the eldest . i have to stay strong.


Then a familiar face came into my mind.
i knew at the back of my mind, i HAD to sms her.
Cant possibly drown my sorrows by boozin', so i drowned it in tears instead.




Somehow, i was blessed with really nice friends. Angels, i would call them.


S♥NEs angels (SK,Nigel,MX,Clar,Azriel,kevin,Jianhong) thanks for the encouragements ,
see y'all in a few hrs time for dinner (:


Maryse Angel , thanks for being thr for me whenever i needed you , thanks for hearing me cry over the phone, thanks for telling me to ration things out. i knew i could count on you , i love you (:


Sweetheart Angel , Though we drifted apart, you were still here to support me when i fall. Thanks,girl. Your advices are superb.Saranghae (:


Nazri Angel , i can't believe i actually called you that. your super super long sms really touched me. Thanks for the comfort yea? pray hard to see a happy Cherilyn soon yes? (:


Lastly,

Pessie Angel , i really really appreciated what you've said to me , I'd hold the family together within my abilities, cause' someone out there and up there's watchin' over me ,loves(:




Forever & A Day (Napkin & Blankie)

The last chapter of MM2 came out , JeTi got back together! - yoonyul , suntae & soohara
had their sweet moments too!
MM3's gna be entitled CaramelCoffee ! Now that's sth worth smiling (?) for i guess :X