SATURDAY:

screwed up my song.
thanks to the sudden notice that i had to sing first...
u bet i'm SO grateful to my DEAR friends yeah?
@_@


SUNDAY:

i wasn't feeling so well.


MONDAY:

death awaits me anyway...
x(
i hate school.
no.
i hate my life.
i hate everything that's happening.
why has it always to be me??
from friends to family to studies.
can't there be a moment where i can AT LEAST get hold of one world??
today xuanz took my penknife.
started to pretended to cut.
HA!
she didn't dare.
so i did it for her.
not on her hand.
but on mine.
i was crazy i know.
LT cried today.
it hurts mi to see her cry...
but seriously speaking, i should be the one crying.
I SHOULD!!!!!!
a F9, 22 for L1R5!!!!!
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



to blur king & ZD :

hey guys...sorry that i didn't answer all yr sms-es.
not that i'm ignoring you two.
but i don't wanna hurt both of u with my words if i flare up.
sorry if i made u all misunderstand.