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Friday, October 06, 2006 my life's so chaotic now. real chaotic. can i just summit myself to suicide?? or shall i wait for death to knock on my door? realli can't take it anymore. i'm working at my optimum but my efforts don't pay off. those freaking rashes on my body the other day freaked mii out. then come's the exams. 1st was e maths paper1 & social studies which is so difficult. then it was our DEAR chem & hist, which i thought i did badly. next was english & physics,and as usual, i don't do well for both. then it was yesterday's stupid e maths paper2 n i think i'm gonna **** it. now it's a maths. GREAT. ever seen a person who sits for a 2hrs paper for 12qns & didn't complete 7??!! well.now u have. it's mi. HA! u bet i'm SO elated mans. i am so elated that i juat wanna GO TO THE HIGHEST BUILDING IN THE WORLD AND JUMP FROM THERE!!!!!x( what do we have next? oh yeah.my social life. Zzzzzzz. it's hay-wire alright. i'm like forcing a smile everytime. yeah. just like wad i did during the start of the year. i had my lao po at that time. we could comfort each other since we were both having the pleasure of sinking in depression & cutting ourselves.... now she's sitting for her o's... the other ppl who realli understands mi & comfort mi r all busy... ain't wanna trouble em'... nobody to listen to my cries. and HIM. ignored all his messages as well as calls. hur hur.=.= he's getting on my nerves. real soon, he'll be making mi throw my hp into the toilet bowl. i'll make sure he pay for the blockage if there's one after i throw... o.Olll ever wondered why?
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