Just A Girl Next Door
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Friday, July 07, 2006 ok... I DECIDED TO THROW SOME ROTTEN POST INTO MY BLOG HERE... zzz... i can't believe it... FRIENDS for 2 years... n what comes out of it are distrust...pretending...betraying...threatening...bad mouthing.... i don't know what happened to us but yea... it's all my fault i can see... cos from the very beginning i should not have started those dumb dumb conversation to tell u HOW I FEEL... n now?? what do i get out of it??? i must be the biggest fool on earth... not that i'm desperate or wad-so-ever... it's just that i can't forget... u can say it's yr happiest day when u patched up with HER... what about me??? as a friend... u don't even trust me... u do not believe in ANYTHING i say... i feel horrible... yess... horrible indeed... IS IT WORTH IT,i wonder... NO...it's not... but i can't help... i kept praying for the day when we can tok normally to each other again... i thought this day was close now... but i was wrong... u thought of using me... it pierced my heart when u said that i was the greatest liar... i had a bad day... i've been scolded...teased...ignored all in one day... yes... i tried to pretend to be happy in front of everyone i saw or smsed... but now u add it on... i feel hurt... VERY hurt... what u said last year r all nonsense!! u said i was one of your best friend...r u the one lying??? let me say this clear about the question u asked... I REALLY DON'T KNOW ANYTHING...IF I KNEW I'LL TELL U COS I KNOW THE FEELING OF BEING KEPT IN SUSPENCE!! u made mi cry terribly today whereby i wanted to haf a nice talk with u... i'll remember that... NO MATTER HOW POPULAR U R AMONG FRIENDS... NO MATTER HOW HARD IT TAKES... I'LL FORGET... AND I'M NOT DESPERATE FOR U... GET THAT RIGHT... ever wondered why?
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